I have a herniated disc in my neck. Sometimes it is so bad that I can't feel my hands. So, what am I gonna do? Whine? Stop grappling? HELL NO! Actually, the past few times I've gone, I have picked up the throws and moves faster than some of the guys. Oleg said, "All the other girls/women just show up once - they are posers. Bonnie is the real deal." Damn, that's a major compliment from Oleg! So, as I age, things will hurt more. Will I stop doing MMA? Never. Nothin's gonna stop me....